As I’m here working I’m thinking “wow I never had this much peace in my life.” There was always something to be angry about. Something was always there to fight against. I’m going to have to get used to all of this peace. It’s probably safe to say I used my early 20s wisely, my foundation is solid and I’m starting to get cozy.
The first thing I had to start doing was listening to my spirit. I truly believe God gives us feelings and intuition to help get us to where we need to be. There were plenty of times where I felt uncomfortable and feeling like things were not right. Please listen to the unsettled part of you. It’s not going to go away – it will only get worse. When we acknowledge the bad times, we can search for answers to change our lives. Once I figured out what needed to be changed, I became my own advocate. It was scary but I fought for what I believed I deserved.
Once I made up my mind about certain circumstances, there was no more reasoning. If people or events didn’t work the first time, it was over. No matter how much people said they changed or whatever, I was convicted that my spirit no longer needed that. It was rough and sometimes lonely, but I knew God would provide everything I needed when the time was right.
Now that today is my birthday I’m so blessed at how everything turned out. I regret nothing.
❤ Remote Christian.