Posted at 11:30 pm , on July 11, 2018
“You can’t be in flight or fight forever.” This is a quote from a podcast I heard recently. It had me thinking about my life up until this point.
This week will be one year since I’ve been in a new city. Even though it was hard, I’ve met some wonderful people. God has really delivered me from too much self-protection. Finally, I’m learning to believe people again.
It can be easy to forget the benefits of being vulnerable. We give up the opportunity for the good people to love us for our flaws. There is no room for blessings because we think everything is for the bad instead of the good. I don’t have to be the mean girl anymore because people won’t believe my nice sweet side. I can love a man and trust he won’t hurt me like other “boys” have done in the past.
Spiritual warfare is real, but sometimes we have to admit that the real enemy is ourselves. Get out of your own way and let love take over. Love is the only thing that can conquer all the hate and fear in the world. Use it and know that you will be ok with whatever life throws at you.
16 I will lead the blind by a way they did not know; I will guide them on paths they have not known. I will turn darkness to light in front of them, and rough places into level ground. This is what I will do for them, and I will not forsake them.
Posted at 11:30 pm , on July 2, 2018
I may not know everything, but I’m willing to grow. You are the source of achieving my true potential. I want to see my worth in your eyes because you are the only one to fulfill this hole in my soul. Thank you for everything you have done for me – your power is beyond measure. Even when I don’t understand your ways – know that I believe in you. See my faith and intentions as pure and genuine. Allow your light to shine through me so people will know your perfect grace. I love you so much.
In Jesus Name
Posted at 11:30 pm , on May 16, 2018
2018 will be 4 years since I’ve been out of college. Whatever stage you are in your education, this is dedicated to you.
- Finding your learning style can solve a lot of problems. Are you a visual learner? Do you have to hear things in order for it to stick to your mind? Or maybe you have to use your hands. Knowing how your brain works can help you achieve your goals.
- Create a schedule. Once you figure out what is best for you, plan out an agenda. When I was in school, I had to study right after class. Waiting until the sunset was an automatic “not going to happen.”
- Self-discipline is key. Not everyone likes school. Let’s face it, education is a way to have a brighter future. Even during the rough times, pushing through is the only way to ace your classes.
- Find a community of supporters. Classmates, encouragers, anyone positive. Pep talks and help with your work will keep you motivated.
- And remember with a mustard of faith – all things are possible. When you work hard – you will see progress.
Posted at 11:30 pm , on April 27, 2018
One of my close family members found cancer in his chest. The entire family was worried crying and praying on the phone. We didn’t want to lose someone else to this horrible disease.
My mother and I took a 3-hour road trip to visit him after his surgery. Once we arrived there we couldn’t believe what we saw. This man was up walking and having a conversation and talking to us.
Our family has always been the type to be strong no matter what. When my grandmother was dying from cancer, she was still laying in the bed trying to work and accomplish goals.
Maybe you have an issue and you weren’t taught to be strong and be a fighter. You don’t know how or why you should fight to see another day.
It doesn’t matter how you were raised, once you become a new creature in Christ, you were given the strength and the authority to overcome anything.
Stand firm in the name of the lord and his power will conquer any problem. You are going to be ok – just have a little faith.
Because he loved your ancestors and chose their descendants after them, he brought you out of Egypt by his Presence and his great strength,
Posted at 11:30 pm , on April 18, 2018
One of the things I have been doing this month is planning around the visions I have for my life. This includes Budgeting, creating charts, and research. I pray my friends don’t think I’m crazy when they tag along on tours to event spaces.
I may not have concrete answers to life, but I know if it is placed in my heart and mind – I can do it.
It has become a hobby of mine to dream and plan for everything I want. Use this as a message to put work to faith. It may seem weird at first, but it will give you the motivation to keep striving at life.
The only rule I follow when dreaming is not to have a specific time frame. There are certain things that you cannot rush God to do. He has a season for everything to unfold. Like they say it will be worth the wait.
Now faith is the reality of what is hoped for, the proof of what is not seen. 2 For by it our ancestors won God’s approval.
3 By faith we understand that the universe was created by the word of God, so that what is seen was made from things that are not visible.
Posted at 11:30 pm , on March 30, 2018
Don’t you for a second think you are not special. You are.
Make peace with your thoughts.
God created you with perfect design
Even when you think you’re not good or smart enough – he sees value in you
Now get up and conquer the world.
God is within her, she will not fall;
God will help her at break of day.
Posted at 12:30 am , on March 1, 2018
An art teacher in my high school gave the class a quote one day – it stuck with me to this day. “What would you do if you knew you couldn’t fail?”
To elaborate I will ask: Would you take more risk? Would you leave an unhealthy circumstance with no answers to what will happen next? Would you be generous with your smile and love? I mean seriously, what would you do?
The fruit of faithfulness is so rebellious of what this world tells you about yourself.
“You know what? I don’t care what you think I deserve or who you think I am. I know I am a child of God and that means all my needs will be met and then some.”
When you walk with the presence of God in your life, you can conquer anything.
35 “‘Then I will raise up a faithful priest for myself. He will do whatever is in my heart and mind. I will establish a lasting dynasty for him, and he will walk before my anointed one for all time.
1 Samuel 2:35
Posted at 12:30 am , on February 13, 2018
God thank you for providing a life that I never thought I would have. Thank you for allowing things to come together in your time. Even if I don’t fully understand the plans you have over my life, I accept whatever path you want me to take
Sometimes I feel like giving up and throwing in the towel on my dreams. I know that you will always provide all of my needs, even if my wants are pushed the side. I pray that you continue to show me your grace and mercy during difficult times. If I ever feel my hope slipping, I pray that you pick me back up. Let me pursue excellence while also seeking the righteousness of heaven.
I want to serve you with a whole heart. Please see my soul and know that I am at least trying not to conform to this world. I want to see how much you value me through your eyes. I want to value others how you value them. Do not let my heart harden by the uncertainty of life.
Your kingdom comes, your will be done on earth how it is done in heaven.
In Jesus Name,
God is our refuge and strength,
a helper who is always found
in times of trouble.
Therefore we will not be afraid,
though the earth trembles
and the mountains topple
into the depths of the seas,
though its water roars and foams
and the mountains quake with its turmoil.Selah
Posted at 9:18 pm , on January 26, 2018
You’re a little uncomfortable right now. You know the next chapter in your life is about to unfold. You feel like you want to cringe. You have anxiety about a life you’ve never experienced before.
You have come so far in your life. You accomplished so much. You stayed true to yourself and took the risk even when everyone thought it was stupid or crazy.
Listen, and do as I say:
Keep jumping in the deep end. Don’t give up. Learn how to swim in unknown depths.
Trust in yourself — know you will be okay.
You have character and the power of God by your side. So don’t sweat something you haven’t even had yet. Remember you waited your whole life for this – so don’t back out.
What then are we to say about these things? If God is for us, who is against us?
Posted at 4:03 pm , on January 15, 2018
God thank you for giving me a good night sleep. Thank you for allowing me to be productive last week. And thank you for giving me the resources to be my best self.
God, please forgive me for not be grateful for the things I have in my life. Sometimes I take my blessings for granted. Know that even though I don’t see beauty all of the time – I still think you are amazing.
Please give me the perfect balance of caring for myself and other people. Let me be aware that the way I treat myself is a reflection of God in my life. Give me the strength and wisdom to care for myself first. Please let me see myself the way you see me.
Thank you for giving your son to die on the cross for all of my sins. Even when I fall short of the glory – you always protect me. I love you so much.
Your Kingdom come – your will be done – on earth – how it is done in heaven.
In Jesus Name
So God created man
in his own image;
he created him in the image of God;
he created them male and female.